Vacation Time

Ah, if only we were going on a real vacation.

Instead, Karen is taking a Zykadia vacation. The side effects have gotten to be too much. So, in an effort to hit her internal reset button, we and our doctors have decided for Karen to take a break from the chemo drug. Karen had two options: go without for two days or go nuts and hold out through the weekend for a whopping four days. Right now she's leaning strongly in favor of four days because she's beyond over it. The hope is that when she resumes the Zykadia that she will better tolerate it.

To make that even more likely, we are dropping her dosage again, down to 450mg. This is pretty much the bare minimum dosage. If the side effects return and remain intolerable then we will have to scratch Zykadia off the list and move to the next option.

In cheerier news, Karen's step-sister and all around awesome humanoid Bridget jetted in for a whirlwind two day visit. It had been a year since we last her and it was just great to have her around. She and Karen got mani/pedis one day and spent as much time together as Karen was able. If there's an upside to this cancer business it's this: it's fantastic to visit with all our family and friends. Karen's sister, Liz, will be here in a week.

So for a cancerous summer, all things considered, not too bad.

Brainstorm!

Sadly, Karen's brain does not look as badass as this.

Over the last few weeks we had noticed that Karen's memory seemed to be slipping a little. She was occasionally struggling to think of words and she had trouble imprinting new memories. As a result, we've been helping her finish sentences and repeating basic things like "We're having chicken for dinner" three or four times a day since the info isn't exactly sticking all the time. This small bit of cognitive slippage fostered a little bit of trepidation going into last Wednesday's MRI. That sliver of dread was offset somewhat by the fact that Karen is taking oxycontin, dilaudid, copious amounts of marijuana, and she's exhausted a lot of the time. So she's got 99 problems potentially affecting her brain and a met ain't one (necessarily).

Man alive, was Wednesday a long day. We met with the oncologist at the unfathomable hour of 8:15AM. That appointment went well enough. Karen had dropped another 2 pounds over just the last week and her blood pressure continued to dip lower nearly every time it was taken. But, the nausea and vomiting and everything that was making life so hard for her hadn't been an issue that day so we thought maybe she'd passed a side effect threshold to a place where the Zykadia would be more manageable. We left that meeting feeling a little optimistic.

The MRI appointment was for 9:30 so we had just enough time to run home and shove some food into our faces prior to that. Karen smoked up the last of the Chem 4 prior to her test so that she'd keep the nausea at bay and to help her relax. The MRI itself went fine but as we waited and waited after the test to meet with Dr. Moini for the results it became clear something else wasn't 100% fine, namely the administration at the radiation office. Long story short: they hadn't updated their schedule so the doctor was occupied and was not going to be free for a very long time. After more than an hour of waiting and with Karen visibly wilting by the minute, we left for home. Karen took right to bed and I had my weekly work conference call. After that I headed to Patient's Care Collective to stock up on more Chem 4. Driving back, Dr. Moini called and asked us to come in.

While I was driving home, Karen began puking all over again. That side effect is pretty unpleasant all on its own but the worst thing is the abdominal pain. Karen puts it at a solid 7 out of 10 and apparently our hopes that she had turned some kind of side effect corner were misguided. She was feeling as bad as ever. I scooped her up and off we went to Moini.

So....the MRI...yeah....

There are new brain mets. These are much smaller than the ones that threatened to derail last year's Festival of Pies but they are likely the cause of the memory issues we had noted. Their location was not super-clear at first--there was some thought that they were actually located in/on the brain lining and not the "meat" of the brain itself. The distinction matters because it would dictate the sort of treatment Karen would receive. Mets in the brain meant more targeted radiation, mets in the lining meant full brain radiation. After consulting with the tumor board at the hospital, the determination was made that the metastases were in the brain and targeted radiation was called for.

This is a brain radiation mask like Karen will need. It's not even remotely creepy.

For the moment, though, we wait. The trickiness of the location has prompted Dr. Moini to want us to consult with another neurosurgeon in order to get things set up as best as possible. Since the growths aren't enormous or causing pain or anything, there is not any urgency here. So there might be a wait of a week or so before treatment starts (which, since they like MRIs within 7 days of treatment means there is likely another MRI in the immediate future).

That waiting will be a little more tolerable thanks to a few things. First, we and our oncology team have decided to reduce Karen's Zykadia dosage from 750mg  to 600mg which is one less pill per day. The hope is that will at least lessen her side effects. We don't want to lower the dosage to the point it stops having a positive effect on the cancer so we need to strike a balance between the dose and the side effects. This drug is challenging for anyone to tolerate but obviously we'd like her to stay on it since it's working. Secondly, Karen has gone in to the oncologist's the last two days (and will return Monday morning) for IV fluids to help rehydrate her. If nothing else, the fluids have helped bump her blood pressure back up to something that more closely approximates normal.

Endeavor to Persevere

So we're almost two weeks into the Zykadia and you're probably wondering, "How goes it?"

So far, so good. Although I was in Edmonton most of this past week being treated really nicely by some really nice people whilst I played their really nice videogame, Karen went in to the oncologist's for a quick checkup. The best news is that the meds seem to be working. Karen's breathing has improved and she's not struggling to take full breaths anymore. The crackling sound in her lungs is gone, as well. In terms of the cancer-smacking basics, the Zykadia is getting it done.

Rise and shine!

This great news would be absolutely stellar news if not for a few other factors. Not unexpectedly, the stomach issues with this medication are a real bitch. The stomach issues caused by the Zykadia are no joke and even though we are tinkering with the timing of Karen's anti-nausea meds the unhappy truth right now is that she wakes up sick as a a very sick dog every morning. The quickest, most reliable solution continues to be the marijuana so now every evening before I retire I load up the vaporizer with Chem 4 so Karen can wake and bake like Jeff Spicoli. She continues to have body pain, her energy is not especially, uh, energetic, and her blood pressure is dipping to the low side--it's not a worry just yet but it's something we're going to have to keep an eye on. So she's still sleeping a lot.

Finally, the weight loss has slowed down but she still has managed to shed another pound or two since her previous appointment. Counteracting this sounds easy enough--eat more. But with the GI issues she's suffering through as well as the fact that it's surprisingly challenging to eat when you're asleep most of the day,  and her appetite is much less than before, we are going to have to be kind of aggressive in terms of calories and frequency.

And that about covers it. Here's hoping for better comedy jokes next update.

Ah-OOO-Gah!

Important fact: Only one of Karen's eyes is affected.

Yesterday Miranda and I noticed that Karen's left eye appeared wider and kind of bulging out. So I called the oncologist and left a message before running some errands. Despite leaving everyone at home on mandatory "Answer the phone" status, the return call went unheard and we decided that apparently nothing urgent was going on. Wrong. I recalled the doctor this morning and was told we had been called back the day before with the directive "Go right to the ER." Oops.

So Karen and I went to the hospital.

The fear here was that the brain metastases had reasserted themselves and were literally pushing Karen's eye out. A CAT scan was ordered and, long story short, her brain looked just the same as in her last MRI in May. In fact, there seemed to be no real reason or cause for this. So we went home.

And that's the whole story. Just another exciting day in CancerVille.

Meanwhile, the side effects of the Zykadia are kicking in. The gastrointestinal issues are no joke and I've woken up each day this week to the music of Karen vomiting in the adjoining bathroom. She's super-fatigued and sleeps most of the day. Her other symptoms--pain, coughing, etc.--persist but we wouldn't expect to see anything change quite yet. It took the crizotinib a good two weeks to really kick in. So, while I've said it before and I'm sure I'll say it again, we wait and see.

Up, Up, and Away!

This afternoon we had our tutorial on Karen's new med, Zykadia, which she will begin taking tonight two hours after dinner. Why wait a full two hours? Because this medication is all but certain to wreak gastrointestinal havoc on her, resulting in 'explosive' or 'propulsive' diarrhea. Personally, I'm hoping for the explosive kind since propulsive sounds as if we'd be seriously flirting with Karen jetting off the toilet and blasting through the ceiling, leaving the most unpleasant contrail ever in her wake. And on the walls.

The upside of propulsive diarrhea? The miracle of flight. Eat it, Icarus.

Actually, the GI issues are the least of it. This drug comes with all the standard kidney and liver monitoring along with the extra added attraction of possible heart arrhythmia. Fortunately, the arrhythmia is not all that likely but still...one more thing to add to the bio-terrorist watch list.

Karen's condition overall continues to decline. She is very fatigued and spends most of each day in bed, much of it sleeping. Her breathing is labored and she struggles to take a full breath. Conversation is challenging. Her cough is as bad as it has ever been, easily matching or exceeding the wracked hacking that was the signature feature of her condition when first diagnosed. More troubling, she has dropped another five pounds since just last Wednesday--that's not even a full week ago. Add in her previous drop and we're looking at about 12 pounds lost in just over two weeks. We will be tracking her weight closely in order to see if the Zykadia is working or not. Of course, the digestive issues that come with this drug make maintaining or gaining weight more challenging. So hooray for that.

Two-Face loves coin flips!

For those of you keeping score at home, this is Karen's third line of treatment. So we are getting down to it in terms of options. The numbers we're hearing on the drug's efficacy keep shifting around: today, with the actual drug rep in the oncologist's office, we were told that there's about a 52% response rate. So we are essentially looking at a coin flip. And who doesn't like a coin flip?

Proof I Am a Miserable Troll #342: Today as our tiny exam room filled up with more and more medical personnel to measure Karen's oxygen levels and such, I quipped "And two hard-boiled eggs." Blank stares all the way around. Not only did no one get my absolutely genius reference, none of them had even seen A Night at the Opera. I announced to one and all that they were "culturally illiterate." I believe I am now somewhat less beloved (if that is possible) at the oncology office. I will add it to the same list that includes the post office, three Safeway branches, Bank of America, and every Gymboree in the nation.